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Lessons —

http://cjni.com/wp-content/shell20211028.php I was driving.  Gray sat in the passenger seat.  I don’t remember how we got on the topic.  Probably one of my random non sequiturs. “The thing is, I have this harness now.  But.  But.  It makes me nervous.  I don’t want to hurt anyone.” “Don’t you have experience with a strap-on?” “Just strap-on blow […]

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30 —

  I awoke, my head on Gray’s chest, my body curled up next to him. And then it hit me. I’m 30.  I am 30. I don’t feel any different. Are you suppose to feel different? I’m me.  I’m still me.  Just me, and 30.  Okay, I still feel like me, so let’s go with […]

DGG #17 Dirty Pig pt 2 —

My fantasy, my moments, and my new reality.  The conclusion of my Dirty Pig experience. Time Jumps 1:26 Prep for my fantasy 2:40-5:18 TMI break: Grue Pitt 3 conversation – How to hack a period 5:18 Props and planning 6:23 Words of encouragement 7:43 Setting the stage 8:43 The performance 13:30 Aftercare 14:39 Tifereth’s fantasy […]

DGG #15 Fusion 2013 pt 4 —

The pitter patter of rain fills the background as I chat more about my Fusion adventure (during a break in the middle of my Rope Camp). Time Jumps 1:30 Boymeat 5:29 Handfasting 7:20 Rope with Bear (and a special appearance) 10:03 Cigar Lesson 11:14 Paying Dearly (canes with Gray & Rough) 19:42 Warrior Kitten Memorial […]

Gifted —

Lee quieted the crowd. He said something about traditions in the leather community, especially the gift of leather.  He took back my sash (the harness) and my scepter (the butt plug).  He gave the microphone to Gray and stepped aside. My eyes watered.  I knew what was about to happen, but I couldn’t let myself […]

Pep Talk —

“Kohai, make me proud.”   To say I was nervous for Dirty Pig would be like saying child birth is uncomfortable.  I was jittery, anxious, shaking almost.  I stayed somewhat sane through a series of semi-related events. I pre-planned my possible outfits for the competition, as well as any necessary props, packed them in a […]

Exchange Rate —

I dropped off my netbook and my cigar play kit at the cabin.  It was late, but I was awake.  I decided to wander. I didn’t go far.  As I crossed the grass in front of my cabin, I saw people gathered in front of the horseshoe.  Gray, Lochai, and Rough were there, smoking cigars […]

Boymeat —

“I was disappointed I missed your class. I was demo bottoming for another presentation at the same time. So, if you don’t mind me picking your brain, how did you get over piss play?” “I’ve liked piss since I was a kid. The class was about piss play and different ways to use piss.” “Oh, […]

Second Wind —

We met in the Dungeon soon after parting by the pool. He chose the suspension rig to the left of the stage. I sat down my things, slipped off my sandals. “Should I take off my clothes?” “I like to unwrap my presents.” He unrolled what he had dubbed his ‘big bundle of ow’, a […]

Practice —

“Poetic, you like breath play.” “Yes.” “And I know you.” “Yes. Rough, do you need a demo bottom for your breath play class?” “Yes.” “We should probably practice.” “Yes.” Rough stood and beckoned me from the porch into the cabin. It was early in the event; most people had yet to arrive. We crept through […]