Category: DOSC

  • DGG #20 Self Care

    The reason for my long absence and how I’ve gotten through a rather difficult time in my life, with some orgasms and adventures thrown in.

     

    Time Jumps (with fun links included)

    1:07 Why I’ve been gone

    4:46 the myth of the uber kinkster & uber poly girl

    6:22 hook pulls

    8:13 soothing activities

    8:44 body painting

    (1)  (2)  (3)  &  (4)

    10:33 spinning poi

    11:23 music

    – My latest songs on repeat I Love This Shit & All The Time & Somebody Else

    12:53 allowing myself to feel

    14:06 the jealousy myth

    16:26 allowing myself to grieve

    17:40 vulnerability

    18:54 allowing myself to orgasm

    20:21 feeling joy again: my fisting at the queer orgy

    22:08 my ‘come to Jesus’ cum: my first sybian ride

    24:38 permission to be happy

    25:17 time

    27:00 wrap up

    RopenSpace Pittsburgh, Eroticon, DO: Surrender & DC Grue

     

  • Psycho Drama pt 2

    As we (the slaves) were slowly pulled into the Barn, the cat calls immediately started. Our would-be buyers inspected their merchandise, lifting skirts, groping breasts, moving us this way and that.

    Some of the slaves fought back, trying to lash out at the wealthy men. I cowered, cried, spouted the holy trinity in Spanish. (Later I decided to drop the language idea and just go with the wailing.)

    When they inspected me, one person grabbed my arms, another pushed me, bending over at the waist, and someone lifted my skirt. Of course my friends went for my ass.

    With the merchandise meeting and exceeding the buyers’ expectations, it was time for the biding to begin. Our slave master dragged the first girl up to the stage where the General (played by none other than ManKraken! himself) hosted the auction. Laughter soon began.

    He riped open her shirt, exposing her chest, and stuck his fingers down her mouth, asking her, “Do you like to suck cock?” With his fingers still down her throat, she gurgled a yes, was purchased, and escorted off the stage.

    As the selling continued, my friend and I decided to sit down on the ground while the rest of chattel remained standing. My friend was selling the European slave angle, spouting an Eastern block language I can’t recall.

    As we cozied up together, trying to stay warm in the chill evening, we couldn’t help but laugh at the show. Another of the slaves, the one that was totally naked, was brought on stage and prized for her exceptional height.

    One of the slaves, the one in the wedding dress, was said to have been nabbed on her way to the ceremony. She had been a virgin, until she got a little pirate in her (a reference to our slave wrangler).

    The girl in front of me had set out from the beginning of our psycho drama to not be compliant. She tried to fight off the buyers inspecting her. She fought on her way up to the stage. And she fought as she was sold off.

    About a slave or two before I was to go on stage, the child soldiers decided to harass myself and my friend. They poked us with their air soft rifles, mock kicked and hit us. I curled up into my friends arms, cradling my head in her lap, crying and shielding my face.

    This was when I had a brilliant idea: I would make a scene, trying to hold onto my friend, trying not to be taken on stage when it was my turn. I whispered my intent to my friend, who it turned out had had the same idea. We snickered with glee just before it was time for my performance.

    When the slave wrangler came for me, I tried to cling to my friend. She spouted some the Eastern block language while I tried to hold onto me. The Pirate pulled at me, but I refused to get up, sobbing and crying. He dragged me along the chain until I was clear. With another person or two, he lifted me. Someone stuck an air soft gun to my head. The Pirate then muscled me to the stage.

    I mock sobbed as the General came up with my back story, saying I was obviously a college student pulled on my way to class, seeing as I was still wearing my glasses. They stood me up tall, yelled for me to be quiet, and pointed out my various features worth purchasing. I was then sold and escorted off the stage to sit with the other slaves.

    My friend, the last one to be sold, was brought forth. The General then conspicuously encouraged the rival gang to arrive, seeing as this was the last slave to be sold.

    The gang members busted into the Barn. All us slaves booked it out the side door and headed for the back of the Barn.

    We huddled together, still cold and still chained at our wrists, though thankfully not chained to one another anymore.

    We watched as the battle broke out. Apparently some of the buyers were given weapons as well and fought with the child soldiers against the gang members.

    And then the fighting took a turn, migrating to where we, the slaves, were standing. I had already decided to try to make a run for it. The other girls screamed and got out of the way. I slipped on my safety glasses, the pair I’d hidden in my hoodie pocket at the start, and swung around to the opposite side of the Barn.

    Through the windows I could hear the General narrating the fight.

    I tried to find a spot in the darkness to hide, but none seemed adequate. I wanted to slip past the front, but people hovered by the entrance. I ended up entrenching myself by the back stairs, hoping no one would see me as they passed by.

    Unfortunately, one person did.

    The head of the rival gang came by, asking me if I had any ammo. I said I didn’t, again hoping he would just leave. Instead he asked me what I was doing. Hiding, I said simply.

    And then it dawned on him: I was a slave.

    He grabbed me by my hair, put his air soft rifle to my head, and used me as a human shield as he brought me to the rival gang’s barricade (they used one of the hanging massage tables from the outdoor truss set on its side on the ground). All the while he kept yelling, “I got one!”

    On the way to the barricade, I saw the Doctor, who was for the purposes of the drama a Russian spy, splayed out on the ground, quite dapper and quite dead.

    The General, after another few minutes of fighting, ordered everyone back inside. The drama had ended.

    My fellow slaves were sad that I had not made it; my friend had pinned all her hope on my escape.

    As a souvenir for the event, I kept my length of chain, my lock, and I was given the key by the organizer. I wore my chain around my neck for the rest of the evening.

    My friends and their ideas, as twisted as they can be, are also so much fucking fun.

  • Psycho Drama pt 1

    They named it The Faces Of Human Trafficking.

    Yup, me and my friends went there.

    In soliciting for volunteers to participate, there were a few roles to fill: wealthy buyer of trafficked humans, trafficked person/slave/chattel, rival gang member, and child soldier (which would be played by littles).

    Did I mention I love my friends?

    I chose to be chattel and showed up as asked an hour before the show was to begin. As we congregated outside the Barn, it was getting chilly. Thankfully I wore a hoodie.

    As I looked on my fellow slaves, I noticed I was a bit over dressed, just in a simple school girl outfit. One person was in a wedding dress. Another was completely naked; we huddled around her to keep her warm. As we received our briefing from the show coordinator, I contemplated changing clothes before we began.

    With seven slaves shown up, the organizer explained the plot and what we as slaves were asked to do. The organizer also gathered the other groups, explaining their parts, and passing out safety glasses to those who needed them.

    Along with there being child soldiers and gang members, there were also air soft guns and rifles for them to wield against each other.

    Did I mention we go all out for our fun?

    Thankful that I was wearing a hoodie, I slipped a pair of safety glasses into my pocket; I had plans of my own for later.

    With some time before we were set to start, I ran back to my cabin to change. I had a tank top which had been riped apart but I’d sewn back together. Slipping it on, I ran back to the Barn. After it was advised I take off my bra (lest I want it to be destroyed) and a fellow slave riped open my shirt some more, we were ready.

    Our slave master started lining us up. To bind us, he used an individual piece of chain and one lock to secure our wrists. Each of us also received a hood to put over our faces… after our hands were bound. Yes, it was funny to those watching.

    Running a single long chain through every lock, I positioned myself as next to last. The last slave was picked for her role, and seeing as she was a friend, I wanted to be able to laugh and chat with her throughout the show.

    A photographer came over and took pictures of the assembled child soldiers, and then small army with their general, and then the line of slaves. I was glad for the hood, as I could laugh without ruining the photo.

    Our slave wrangler then moved us along, leading us over the grassy hill and into the Barn where the buyers (and the audience) awaited.

  • Busy Day

    With the sacrifice of my Saturday a given, an unintended consequence arose. All of sudden I only had one day left at camp. One day to go to class. One day to play. One day to make everything happen.

    When I woke up Sunday morning, I already had a tight schedule. One class, four play dates, participating in an elaborate scene, and I still wanted to spend some time with friends. I wondered how I would make everything work.

    Quickly getting up, I showered, changed into a cute dress (cause this was my last day, dammit, I was going to look good), and headed to breakfast.

    After food, I went to the one class I knew I wanted to make, Playing Well With Others. I had already taken one of Vesper’s classes and knew that this one was a must see.

    As luck would have it, two of my cabinmates attended. We shared a futon couch as Vesper spoke, asking everyone questions, engaging the entire class in the conversation. The discussion focused on Monogamous and Polyamorous relationships, how they differed, and elements that were important to every relationship.

    At the end of the class, with most everyone gone (including my cabinmates) I found myself in a conversation with Vesper and one of the other class attendees. As one would expect, we mused on relationships and life in general.

    As it was soon time for lunch, once our extra-class discussion came to a natural end, I asked Vesper if he’d like to have lunch together. I had felt a friendly vibe from him from our initial meeting and wanted to get more time to chat. He agreed. We strolled down to the Dining Hall.

    During our meal, he flagged the camp organizers over. Vesper’s flight home was that evening and he needed a ride to the airport. I was now very happy I’d asked to spend some time with him.

    As the organizers thought on who could give Vesper a ride, an idea occurred to me: I could.

    Yes, my schedule was tight, but I could postpone a playdate for later that evening, opening up the time I would need to get him there. With Vesper happy to have a ride with someone he actually knew, we called over to the organizers; problem solved.

    Of course, this opened up a new can of worms for me, but I do love rising to challenges.

    And thus began my three hour whirlwind.

    First their was lunch with Vesper, chatting and laughing and such. Then, right after lunch, I rushed back to the cabin, changed, and waited for my first play date: cigar play lessons on the grass in front of my cabin.

    I told the gentleman with whom I played simply, “You scare me. I appreciate that.”

    He replied, “The way I get girls to play with me is I scare them.”

    “Like I said, you scare me and I appreciate that.”

    He requested my clothes off. I left on my red underwear with the words “I HATE U” printed on them. I think he appreciated that.

    After smoke-and-heat-and-ashy fun, and the promise of more play together at some time in the future, I grabbed my things and caught a taxi to the Dungeon for my second play date.

    Jim was waiting for me. I was five minutes late.

    We found a sex swing, setup two chucks (one in the swing and one on the floor), and then began our fun.

    The date was Jim’s idea. He quickly cleaned my boots before licking my leather and slipping his hand inside my pussy.

    “You have to be quiet; they’re having a class.”

    Behind Jim, across the Dungeon, I saw a group of people sitting in folding chairs having what seemed like an intense conversation.

    I wanted to scream as Jim’s fingers danced inside me. Orgasms rolled, but I had to muffle myself, my hands often covering my mouth, quieting my ecstasy.

    When we finished, with about ten minutes to spare, Jim and I chatted for a moment.

    As we spoke, I kept looking down at his boots. In a moment of asking for exactly what I wanted, Jim granted me permission to kiss his boots. I kissed and caressed his leather, allowing myself to get lost in the smell and sensation, but only for a few precious minutes.

    Cleaning the swing and collecting my things, I put my dress back on. I thanked Jim for the fun and then ran off.

    Arriving at Vesper’s cabin, I was right on time. He said his goodbyes before we walked to my car.

    During the ride, we again got to chatting, learning still more about each other. My initial vibe was confirmed in that car ride. He’s a cool guy; I could definitely see us being friends.

    I gave him a hug before he flew away, and then I flew back to camp. I still had two play dates and a psycho drama to perform in.

  • Lost Day

    It seemed like a great idea at the time. Since I was on setup crew for Summer Camp, eight days of my life to be spent at my kinky home, I figured sacrificing one day would not be so bad.

    Well, it wasn’t… at first. My call time for work wasn’t super early. I got breakfast. I saw folks.

    And then I put on my work clothes, walked towards my car, and dropped myself back into the real world.

    When my gig ended, I raced back to camp. It was late, almost 3am when I arrived. I immediately changed my clothes and roamed around, hoping to catch the last bit of fun for the day.

    I ventured down to a small fire surround by camp chairs just outside of a nearby cabin. There I found Big Bro chatting. He’d had an intense day, but didn’t want to talk about it.

    Instead he suggested I head up to the Dungeon. The Switches play party was due to end soon, but maybe I could have a little fun before it was over.

    Rushing up the hill and across the tennis courts, I entered the Dungeon but found no fun for me. Whatever play there had been was long over. Only a few people remained, lingering about, none of them playing.

    Feeling down, but not yet out, I meandered over to Sex-o-Rama. Climbing the few stairs to the shared balcony of the horseshoe of cabins, I peaked into the individual sex spaces, hoping to spy a scene or two.

    The Makeout Room was empty. In the Brothel, three folks were having fun on one of the beds. In the Peep Show, two other individuals were having loud sex.

    I quietly tip-toed over the wooden balcony, first watching the duo before the trio.

    As the duo fucked, I kept myself hidden, not daring to go inside the cabin. With their chosen bed by the door, I was able to view their carnal delights through the cabin window and the plexy glass of the Peep Show stall.

    I made sure to not interrupt them but I also didn’t want to miss their display. I greatly enjoyed watching them and hearing the sounds the bottom made as they were being fucked quite vigorously.

    When the duo finished, I slowly and silently eased back towards the Brothel. Like my luck before, I was able to watch the trio’s fun through a cabin window. They were less animated than the duo, and I was more easily viewable from their vantage point, though.  I do not believe they saw me, but I still opted to not stay long.

    With my last embers of hope dying out, I ventured back up to the Dungeon. No one was playing, a testament to the chill in the air and, I believe, everyone’s wish to save their energy for the last day and night.

    Resigned that I was not going to get into any trouble that evening, I made my way back to my cabin, snuggled in my bed, and fell fast asleep. Having lost a day of camp, I knew Sunday, my last day, would be busy.

  • Safely

    When he asked me to tie him, I was a little taken aback.

    “I’ve seen your work and was wondering if you would suspend me?”

    Seen my work? People have seen me tie? It all felt other worldly.

    Still I was elated at the idea of playing with someone. Going into Summer Camp, I had made no plans whatsoever. No demands. No unrealistic expectations. Just camp.

    We decided I would rig him in the Barn on Thursday in the early afternoon, just after lunch.

    When the day came, I was feeling great. Going along with the no planning part of my Summer Camp, I had decided to also treat it as a real vacation. I would sleep when I wanted or needed. I wouldn’t push myself, wouldn’t force myself to stay up until all hours. I could spend as much time with my friends as my new leisure-self desired. I would enjoy my time at camp instead of trying to cram into every single minute excitement and fun and play. (Frankly, it’s been getting exhausting.)

    As I sat in a camp chair outside my cabin, I wore my thin black kimono with my pink and white obi around my waist. I laughed and chatted with my cabinmates. I smiled a lot, happy to just be there, happy to just have time with my friends.

    As the day meandered to the time for the tie, I grew gleeful. I grabbed my rope bags and strolled to the Barn.

    Having arrived, I saw there was no one inside the space. Taking advantage, I setup my ring, clipped on my carabeners, and set out my rope. I slipped off my obi and kimono, happy for the attire but knowing the fabric would get in my way.

    Taking advantage of my knowledge of the sound system, I plugged in my iPhone and turned on my Dungeon mix. The scene was set.

    Soon he arrived, happy and smiling. We began.

    I took him through some stretches before inviting him onto the mat.

    As is my usual routine, I started with bands across the chest, a stem at the middle for my first point. Moving down, I tied a Swiss seat around his hips, encouraging him to adjust my rope up or down as would best fit him. Moving still further down, I secured a cuff around his thigh.

    Not fully understanding my methods, he attempted to lean into my tie already. I asked him to take his body weight back up. It was almost, but not quite, time for him to fly.

    Tying an ankle cuff, I stood and prepared him. I assured him, once I tied off his second leg, I would adjust for his comfort. He leaned into his ropes once again as I brought his ankle up, securing it above the rest of the points.

    Quickly tying off, I asked where the most pressure was; where did he feel uncomfortable? First I needed to lift his hips. Wrapping the lifting line around my hand, and slipping my free arm under his body, I used my own body weight to lift him up. Next I adjusted his chest, again using my body weight to pull. His legs lines were fine.

    As he settled into the now adjusted ropes, my webbing drifted some, giving him a small sway. I stood beside him and held his rope so he would not move. After a few minutes, he turned to me.

    “Could you step away for a bit?”
    “Of course.”

    I sat on a nearby bench and waited. He lazed in my ropes, the sway in them gone, seemingly in a quiet meditation. I pulled out my fighting fan and created a small breeze for myself as I patiently sat and watched.

    When another camp attendee entered the Barn, I brought my finger to my lips to quiet them. I didn’t want the moment ruined.

    After some time, he called me back over, saying he was ready to come down. I freed his legs, brought him back to standing, released his hips and chest, and sat him down on the mat.

    As I untied the rope around him, I was pleased and he seemed quite content. I got him up; I got him down, safely.