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  • Rope and Cigar Play

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    My wrists freed, I ran back to Cabin 20. I quickly showered, changed, and headed back up to 1/2. I thought I was going to help Gray carry his things, thinking of his back. However, when I arrived, he had already left. I again ran, this time over to the upper fire circle, and met up with Gray and Lochai. Thankfully, Lochai had assisted Gray in bringing over the supplies for the class.

    Catching my breath, I took a moment to give Gray his present: a crocheted apple I’d made for him. Cuteness complete, I jumped into helping him setup.

    As the beginning of class aprroached, I sat at Gray’s knee. He took a moment to tie his lighter to my wrist again. I had held it for him for quite some time, but he’d taken it back on the first day of camp. It felt good to back back on my wrist.

    As our audience gathered, Gray realized he’d forgotten his shot glass, as well as any other cups. I quickly scurried to the Dining Hall to retrieve cups and ran to my cabin to grab shot glasses. I returned just in time to start.

    As he began, Gray mentioned to the audience that, not only was I a demo bottom, I was also a co-creator of the class. Gray awknowledged my input and effort into shaping the content. I was not expecting his praise, a welcome delight before the fun had even begun.

    He also, quite unexpectedly, pimped my blog. He spoke about how, if one wanted to read about our process of workshopping the material, you could go to… and he spouted the web address. As it happened, not only was I shocked, but I was embarrassed, and humbled, and grateful.

    After stunning me with his generosity, I sat at his knee and Gray delved into the lesson.

    He first listed the three basic aspects of cigar play: Sensation, Ritual, and Dominace.

    To give an example for ritual, Gray pointed out the lighter. He talked about the ritual of him tying the lighter to my wrist the night we developed the class, and the signifcance it had to me, which Gray had no idea about until he read my blog post. He spoke about how it stayed on my wrist all night, even while we were fucking. Gray then told how, the first night of camp, I got a sad face when he took it off. Like our lighter, he suggested creating your own rituals.

    Still focusing on ritual, Gray bound my right arm into a chicken wing, with my hand flat and my palm facing up. He called this tie the ‘human-dor.’ With the lighter on my left wrist and his cutter hung around my neck, I carried a box of cigars, donated by Maui Kink, around to everyone, giving them out to any who wanted one.

    For sensation, Gray mentioned there are many different ways to use cigars. He first asked me to give my anecdotal story about the burnt cigar in my Hello Kitty bag from Fusion. I explained how the scent flavored everything in my bag, down to my gum. He suggested having rope flavored with a burnt cigar, though mentioned this would be your ‘cigar rope’ as the smell would cling to natural fibers.

    Gray then listed three aspects of the cigar best used for sensation play: heat, smoke, and ash. To incorporate rope, Gray bound me in a crossed arm tie. He then held the cigar near the back of my neck, my nipples, gliding oh so close to my skin. With my arms bound, there was no flinging or flinching to be had. For the ash, Gray broke off a piece and spanked me with it. He also broke it off in my hand, using me as his ashtray. For smoke, he blew smoke into my face and then gave me a smoke kiss.

    By then I was quite wet. Gray had previously asked me to insert a cigar tube into my vagina. I got so slick, it slipped out while I sat. Gray had me lean back and then slid his cigar end in between my lips, ‘flavoring’ the tip. “Better than cognac.”

    Gray spoke next about eating ash. He noted how I loved to do it, and gave the class a few fun terms. There was monogam-ash and polyamor-ash, pretty much self explainatory. However, in stark contrast, he dubbed me slut-ash.

    Gray mused that, if given the decision between giving him a blow job or eating ash out of his hand, he’d really have to think about it. He found the experience was just so intimate and hot. He mentioned how one doesn’t know if they like something until all of a sudden one experiences it. That was what happened with my eating cigar ash out of Gray’s hand for the first time. “Oh, I like this. I really like this.”

    As Gray spoke, I looked over and saw Deiter had broken off some ash into his hand. After getting permission from Gray, on my hands and knees, I crawled over to Deiter and ate the ash out of his hand. He found it to be quite nice.

    For another way to incorporate rope, Gray introduced predicament bondage with a cigar. He bound around my face, where I was forced to keep my lips pursed to hold the cigar from falling.

    As the class progressed, Celeste helped Gray keep his cigar going while he tied or talked. Lochai also chimed in throughout with his own personal stories and anecdotes.

    Gray brought up great pairings with cigars: whiskey (for which Gray brought Gentleman Jack) and dark chocolate. I passed around cups while he gave out chocolate; the bottle of Jack was shared.

    Next came the T-shirt and underwear spectacle. Using ash to mark where my nipples and clit were, Gray used the cigar to burn holes through the fabric so that my fun nubs peeked out.

    While I laid on the ground, Gray sat on me, his crotch in my face. I wanted to give him head, but he had on two pairs of underwear. I tried nuzzling him, but finally he told me to “Stop that.” I couldn’t help it; I always want to give him head cause I love sucking on his cock. [Yes, I am pouting.]

    As Gray performed the spectacle, instead of the embers being a problem on my underwear as they had been that workshop night, this time he had issues with my shirt. I happened to mumble, “Not again,” which was met with a brusk, “Quiet” from Gray.

    “Did she say, not again?” asked someone in the audience. Gray then recounted the tale of our first attempt, the trouble we had with my panties, and his need to pull out his knife to cut off the fabric before I was burned. Of course, the class found this quite amusing.

    With the holes made, Gray pointed out how, when you highlight the clit with the hole, you can do things like… He riped open the underwear to create a huge opening, great for masturbation, later.

    As the conclusion of class was soon approaching, Gray had to rush through the end.

    For dominance, Gray went over the objectification poses we had created. The first had me on my knees. My back was arched with my hands on my ankles. My lips were pursed, serving as a cigar holder. To incorporate rope, he explained you could tie a hip harness and secure it above me to support my weight and allow me to hold the pose much longer.

    The second pose had me with my chest on the ground, my ass up in the air. Both of my arms were held straight back at my sides. One hand served as an ash tray, the other held his whiskey. The cleft of my ass was his cigar holder. In this position, I could have my wrists tied to my thighs to help me hold my arms up.

    In the third and final position, I laid on my back, my knees up, bent, and spread out. My wrists would be tied to my inner thighs. This again left my hands as useful surfaces to hold things, with the split of my vulva as the holder for the cigar.

    Breaking off ash onto my exposed clit, Gray rubbed it in, and then had me masturbate as class was dismissed.

    As people filtered out, Gray talked with those who approached, and asked if they enjoyed the experience. Everyone, including Gray and I, was disappointed that we only had 90 minutes instead of the two hours for the day classes. Though Gray explained how to create the objectification poses, he didn’t have enough time to actually show the ties.

    As the participants thined out, two of the people who appraoched Gray were from the kitchen staff. The two men had randomly walked by, but decided to stay and attend the class when they saw it had to do with cigars. There was a funny moment, while I was a ‘human-dor’, where instead of waiting for the cigar cutter, one used his own knife while the other simply used his teeth and bit off the tip. As the men chatted, Gray learned one was from Mexico City. Gray had worked there, so the group exchanged contact information.

    With everyone gone, Gray knealed down on the ground and looked at me. He asked if I’d orgamsed yet, which I had not. I had gotten close, but had not cum. Once again, I mentioned how I needed assistance. Gray slid his fingers into my very wet and wanting pussy. I soon orgasmed, screaming his name.

    Lochai had helped clean up while I was masturbating on the ground, though by my ecstasy he was gone. Most everything Gray brought had been packed. Gray, though, needed to go. I offered to take his things back to the cabin so he could leave for the rigger vs. rigger competition. He agreed, telling me to find him once I joined the campus at the show.

  • Class Prep

    Rope Camp Memories continued…
    At the end of dinner, I went up to Dov, and motioned for him to unlock my handcuffs. He informed me that no, I needed to orgasm before he’d unlock me. And then he ran away.

    Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck! What the fuck was going on?

    I absolutely needed the handcuffs off; I had to shower and change for Gray’s Rope and Cigar Play class, which was soon approaching.

    I hurriedly found Gray, asking again for permission to orgasm. He, in turn, told me to go ask Lqqkout. Yeah, the guys loved giving me the run around.

    Finding Lqqkout, he gave his consent, and said I needed to tell Gray, “Kimono boy says yes.”

    I rushed over to Gray, thankfully not too far away, and spoke my line.

    “Don’t you mean kimono man?”

    My permission secured from Gray, I now felt lost. Yes, I could cum, but I needed help, especially with the handcuffs on. Lqqkout, standing right next to me, along with AmyMorgan, both volunteered.

    We started walking towards my cabin, but stopped soon after exiting the Dining Hall. The takedown for Cabin Meat had started. Murphy was quickly tying her. CabEx had a knife to her throat. Cabin Thug held down her chest. Gray had a foot on chest, as well. Dov held her legs.

    Fuck I want to to watch this. It was incredibly hot, but I had to orgasm.

    As they picked her up and headed back to 1/2, I proceeded to run to my cabin. Lqqkout and Amy followed.

    Rushing in, I explained I needed one person on dildo and one person on nipples. I would take the vibrator. Lqqkout volunteered for dildo, while Amy took nipples. Lqqkout helped me take off my strapless bra and did a trick to remove my bag, pulling the strap through the cuffs.

    I gave Lqqkout both my dildos, one average sized and the other large. I pulled out my largest and most powerful vibrator. We got started.

    Lqqkout was able to maneuver both dildos into me, but it was a bit awkward. He instead just used my large black cock. Amy pinched and pulled at my nipples, playing with them. I turned on my vibrator, which sounded like a lawn mower, and started riding it.

    As we went on, I mentioned to Lqqkout how I orgasmed when people thumped my cervix. “Oh, really?” Lqqkout, in turn, started punching my dildo, thumping my cervix so hard I screamed; the orgasm was so intense, the second one came almost immediately.

    After number two, I was about to jump out of bed to go to the takedown. But I had had so much fun getting my pair of orgasms, I had to go for just one more. The third was amazing still, a great full body thrashing orgasm. I left my cabin really happy.

    Lqqkout, Amy, and I headed back to 1/2. On the way, Lqqkout informed me Gray had the key for the cuffs. Once we arrived, I learned Gray was in the shower. This gave me time to watch some of Cabin Meat’s takedown. She was tied to the stacks on the front lawn Cabin Thug had set earlier. CabEx, Murphy, Dov, and Cabin Thug were tormenting her, having Cabin Meat scream out her name over and over again.

    Once Gray finished his shower, I approached him, and asked for the key to unlock the handcuffs. He asked if I had orgasmed, to which I confirmed I did. Lqqkout, who was in Cabin 1, yelled over the wall that actually I’d orgasmed three times, ratting on me. Not knowing what else to do, I called Lqqkout a liar.

    And then there was some yelling; that part is a little foggy cause, well, I was scared shitless that I was going to be called out on my blatant lie.

    Gray, thankfully, worked out some logic. In his mind, my second orgasm negated my first, but my third then negated the second. Of course, then he wondered if it was the other way around.

    Dov then walked in, and started yelling at me. He said I was suppose to have the key. I said I wasn’t suppose to have it. Dov then asked me if I was calling him a liar. I vehemently denied this, and said I was just trying to explain that I didn’t have the key.

    Right when I thought I was about to get layed into, Gray, who had moved away when Dov walked in, approached, key in hand. He unlocked the handcuffs; my lie went unpunished.

    I ran back to my cabin and got ready for the Rope and Cigar Play class.

    [Note to self: Should look into being in an interrogation scene.]

  • Dinner

    Rope Camp Memories Continued…
    So Dov orgasmed, laughing at my pain, my female blue balls all but dragging on the floor. I put my clothes back on in the bathroom, but, instead of my himation, I tied the fabric around my waste.

    As I did so, Dov asked the cabin if he should bring his handcuffs to dinner.

    “Yes, hand cuffs are always a good idea.” Sometimes I should just keep my fucking mouth shut.

    “Really? Come here.” Throwing my Hello Kitty bag across my shoulder, I stepped in front of him.

    Dov told me to put my hands out. He then secured the handcuffs to my wrists, double locking them so they wouldn’t constrict, but damn sure were not coming off. He then told me to see him after dinner.

    I headed to the Dining Hall. As I walked, I could feel the weight of the cuffs, the strength of the metal. They were real. I liked those handcuffs.

    Entering the Dining Hall, I spyed Gray in a back corner working. I decided to leave him alone, and walked into the Dining Hall proper. Peering through a window, I saw folks had tied up the rafts in the pool. I tried to take a picture, but the grating made it difficult and the distance was too far. Heading back outside, I went over to the pool and captured the shot.

    Back inside the Dining Hall, I saw Gray was talking to Midori and seemed to be finished working. I slowly apporached. As I came near, they both looked at me, then looked down at my hands. I smiled.

    After Midori left, I sweetly asked Gray if I could orgasm.

    “No.”

    Why? Because it would make him meaner than Dov. AGH! But… But… I was frustrated and horny, but that just made it better for him.

    The cuffs were not a hindrance as I grabbed Gray’s bag, and threw it over my shoulder. We started back to the cabin. On the way, Dov stopped us to talk to Gray. I was going to wait obdiently, but Dov looked at me and paused. Gray ordered me to keep walking and I didn’t think much of it. I waited on the cabin porch, sitting in my camp chair.

    After a few minutes, I saw Gray climb over the hill. After some yelling, I dropped his bag on his bed and met him in the grass. We made our way back to the Dining Hall.

    When we got in line for food, Gray put a plate in my hands, but then put the utensils in my mouth. To serve myself, each time I sat down the plate and was able scoop food just fine. I kept moving, slowly, but I was able to do it.

    Sitting at the far side back corner table, we joined the NYR crew. I loved that corner; it felt like we were the naughty kids, the ones your parents warned you about, the ones you desparately wanted to hang out with.

    I happened to sit beside Lqqkout, who had just arrived that day. Later, once I was almost done with my meal, Slut approached and offered Lqqkout table service, oral sex from under the table. He informed her he would love to experience her skills, but he had to be wearing a condom. Reaching into my bag, I pulled out a rubber. Once again, the Cabin Bitch saved the day. Lqqkout gloved; Slut gave love; I finished eating.

    Slut later cycled to Celeste, then Gray. As Slut was still working, Gray and Dov started chatting, and came up with what they thought was a brilliant idea. Gray and Dov mentioned to Lqqkout that the Cabin Bitch gave great head too. So, why don’t we have a competition between Cabin Slut and Cabin Bitch to see who gave better head?

    Okay guys, let me explain why I wasn’t over the Moon about this idea. Don’t get me wrong; I love giving head. Love it. I loved giving head to people sitting at that table. And I loved the fact that Gray and Dov were complimenting me on my oral skills. You guys sure knew how to make a girl feel special.

    However, when I gave head, as you may have noticed, I tended to gag. Nothing wrong with that; I rather enjoyed the feeling and the loss of power it gave me. I would never look down on that effect. But, guys, I had just finished eating. JUST FINISHED EATING. When I’ve gagged, occasionally things came up. So far it’s only been water because til then you had not requested head two minutes after I’d JUST FINISHED EATING.

    Did you really want me to vomit up Mexican food on your dicks? Really? Really? Now do you understand why I didn’t seem pleased at your idea? Now do you understand why I looked demure, smiled, but said nothing and wouldn’t make eye contact?

    Yeah.  Yeah.

    Next year, though, not directly after a meal, come talk to me. Seriously. Please. I actually think it would be a lot of fun.

    So… After Slut finished giving table service, Lqqkout got under the table and started fingering/fisting her. And, because Lqqkout was that good, Slut squirted. We all chipped in to quickly clean up the mess.

  • Motherfucking Sadist

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    I arrived to Dov’s class with rope in tow, and sat with Murphy’s friend.  The two of us chatted while waiting for the presentation to start.

    Dov began with a short lecture on language, explaining Japanese names for ties were descriptive. He talked about how each tie had different variations, how no tie was a specific set of knots. He also spoke on how each tie changed with the body of the person being bound.

    Dov mentioned muscle memory, how a tie should be like second nature; Japanese bondage was about learning a skill. He also gave a thorough safety briefing, talking about circulation, limb motions, having safety shears easily available, and staying calm when things don’t go as planned.

    Lecture complete, Dov had everyone stand for the hands on portion. I got undressed.

    To start, he quickly showed everyone a complete chest harness. Securing my wrists behind my back, he quickly wrapped rope around my torso and completed the tie.

    After the first few strands were on my body, it dawned on me how much I’d overlooked about what was going to happen in this class. I’d brought my rope with me, but would be doing no tying. As a demo bottom, and getting ensnared in Dov’s rope, my mind would not be on learning. Just that fast, I had already dropped into sub space. Oh well, I’ll just learn this later. Hmm…

    Chest harness shown, Dov began untying me, but he stopped short of completely removing the rope. Instead, he kept my wrists tied behind my back.

    Holding on, you fucking bitch. I thought the ropes were coming off. Why aren’t the ropes off?

    My body did not appreciate this tease. My arm muscles started to cramp and my wrists started to whine. With some effort, I found I could rotate my wrists around in a circle, alleviating some of the complaints and giving my arm muscles a chance to feel somethig different.

    Each time Dov came in close, leaned into me, and added back to the chest harness, my body let out some endorphines. My arms didn’t ache as much and my wrists quieted a bit. I breathed through the pain, accepted it, got over it. And each time, I got just a little hornier.

    There was a constant up down as Dov tied a little and then went around the room to check the students’ work. Oh, this is hot. Oh, the pain. Oh, I’m horny. Fuck, this hurts.

    With the box tie complete once more, I thought Dov would take it off and give my limbs some peace. Instead, he pushed me, and I landed on the pile of mattresses on the ground we’d all ignored.

    I don’t feel any pain anymore, I thought as I looked up at Dov. Thank you endorphines.

    Dov showed the class a frog leg, explaining this could be translated to an arm as a chicken wing. Securing my left leg, he tied off to the chest piece, and asked if I could untie myself. He just so happened to put the knot near my fingers. With some effort, I began to undo his work.

    Realizing I could reach it, he began kicking me in the pussy.

    “That’s not a motivation for me to untie this.”

    “Now my foot is wet.”

    Dov took the rope I had been working on, tied a cuff to my right ankle, and secured it by binding it to my hair. Once again, he encouraged me to try to undo the ties. Like a good little sub, I made the effort, but found no way for me to get myself free.

    Finished with his lesson, Dov excused the class. A few people stayed behind to talk, including Murphy’s friend. Dov still above me, I wriggled my body and head around to look at him.

    “Dov, can we do something later?” He nodded his agreement.

    As Dov continued to chat with the stragglers, he began untying me. With the rope off, I got up on my knees, but Dov didn’t let go of my hands. Instead he tied my wrists together in front of me and strung his rope over a rafter. The height held me high enough that knealing was a problem.

    He began beating on me, punching and slapping my body. Finished with his impact work, he took down the rope and undid my wrists. Standing behind me, rather than completely removing the rope, he restricted my breathing, pulling up against my windpipe. He choked the air out of me.

    But, as he was doing this, Murphy walked into the room, and beckoned Dov back to the NYR cabin for a planning sesson.

    “But I’m about to fuck her!”

    “You can fuck her later.”

    “Fine. Cabin Bitch, coil all my rope and bring it back to the cabin so I can check it.” Dov left with Murphy; after I caught my breath, I scrambled around fulfilling my task.

    Chatting with Murphy’s friend, we assembled all of Dov’s rope. We also quickly took photos of my ligature marks. Task complete, we then headed back to the cabin. Checking in with Dov, he approved of my coils.

    The NYR crew was preparing up for something, but I didn’t know what. Cabin Thug was setting spikes in the ground. Dov headed outside to lash together a bamboo tripod. He then took a shower while Cabin Exhibitionist worked on a second tripod. Coming back outside, Dov helped CabEx with his work. As he did, he grabbed me by my hair and had me give him head.

    The bamboo teach complete, Dov went back inside, ordering me to follow. He told me to open the box of condoms he handed me. Once unpackaged, I grabbed one and gave it to him.

    Forcing my head down for yet more oral, Dov informed me I needed to ask Gray if I could cum, mirroring my Wednesday night fuck. Funny enough, Gray was not there. Pushing my mouth off his cock, Dov slipped on the condom and pulled me onto his bed.

    Positioning me in doggy style, Dov began fucking me hard. As we were going, I got caught up in the insect net above his bed. We hastily flung it away. As he rode me, he joked with people randomly in the cabin. He started varying his fucking speed, but always thrusted hard. I enjoyed it, but I also got pissed. I wanted to cum, but where the fuck was Gray?

    Dov thrusted incredibly fast, then slowed it down to a deep rhythm, then increased to a medium speed.  I greatly enjoyed his skills, but all I wanted to do was cum. Everything in me wanted to cum, but no Gray. Fuck, show up. Fuck, show up. Fuck, show up! He never did.

    Dov fucked the shit out of me. It was really good sex. But no, I did not get my ecstasy.

    Motherfucking Sadist!

  • Late Start

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    Going to bed at 6:40am did not encourage me in any way, shape, or form to go to the 10am Hojojutsu class, though I had been looking froward to it since before camp started. I did, randomly, wake up at 9:50am, and the thought occurred to me I could run to the presentation if I stood up at right that moment. Instead, I rolled over for what I thought had been a minute. Re-checking my phone, it was now 10:45am. So much for Hojo in the morning.

    Instead I got up and took a long shower. For my outfit that day, I decided to be different. I had worn a tank top and boxers the first two days. I wanted today to be special.

    Searching through my various articles of clothing, I decided to be creative. I pulled out a long piece of gold silk fabric and wrapped it around myself like a Greek himation. Tucking the top of the fabric into my strapless bra, I used a safety pin to hem the bottom to my mid thigh. I then took a piece of chain and wrapped it just under my breasts, giving the fabric more of a shape and definition. Looking at myself in the mirror, I was pleased with the outcome, a cute little dress.

    After heading up to Cabin 1/2, I walked with everyone to the Dining Hall for lunch. As soon as I got in line, Gray came up to me. Apparently he had made it to the Hojo Class that morning (shit), but said he would teach me what I’d missed sometime (sweet).

    [Side note: Still waiting to call in that chit.]

    Gray also informed me he’d heard Murphy’s “Good Cabin Bitch” as I left to pass out earlier that morning. He’d taken some of the medicaiton, and was wearing one of the back patches I’d purchased; because of this, he was feeling much better.

    After getting our food, Gray and I sat with Midori, Delano, and Michelle. I quietly ate and listened as the four of them talked. Let me just say, it was moments like this that made me feel like the luckiest newbie alive. I often joke that, when it comes to rope, I’m a Sophomore who hangs out with Seniors. Yeah, in this instance, I felt like a freshman eating with graduate students.

    The majority of their discussion centered on a statement Midori had written about on her blog: The most dangerous S/M scene you can experience with a person is a scene that involves intimacy and vulnerability, that builds and feeds on connection. She spoke about how difficult it is to have such a scene while doing a suspension because you have to worry about getting the person up and down safely. In her words, she couldn’t explore her Ghost. To Midori, suspension bondage felt like service topping.

    As I sat their, amazed I was even in the room with these folks, let alone at the table soaking in their discourse, I loved just listening to them talk, hearing their thoughts, getting a peek into Midori’s mind.

    Towards the end of their conversation, Murphy happened to walk by… with his Nerf gun. Gray asked to hold it, taking in the feel of it. Murphy was then called off to go talk to someone across the room. As he chatted, Gray got a mischevious look in his eye. Taking aim, he shot the Nerf gun at Murphy. He landed four out of five shots, but Murphy took no notice.

    The chambers emptied, Gray and I headed over to Big Bro. I picked up the pellets, but Murphy said I was still missing one. Gray and I looked all around, but to no avail. Then Murphy looked at his gun. Oops, there were only five, not six. Thanks, Bro.

    After lunch, we headed back up to 1/2. Setting down my things, Gray decided he wanted a Diet Coke. He sent me back to the Dining Hall with money. Checking the vending machines, they were out, but thankfully the camp store sold me a rather cold one.

    When I delivered the soda, Lochai happened to be showing Gray a billy club type bat. Like a good little submissive, I leaned over the railing and let Gray try out the toy on my ass. It was quite nice.

    I was soon naked at Gray’s knee again, but I couldn’t stay there long; I had class. Murphy, however, decided he wanted a soda, too. I ran to the camp store, bought him his drink, and delivered it as fast as I could. Quickly reassembling my himation dress, I headed over to Dov’s Japanese Bondage Fundamentals.

  • After Hours

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    After leaving Gray, I headed back to the Barn. There, I found Murphy and the crew taking Kate and the disco ball down. While waiting for them to finish, I sat and spoke with Murphy’s friend, who also happened to be in my cabin.

    The photo opportunity dismantled, the three of us (Murphy, his friend, and I) transitioned to the Dungeon. We camped out under the arch in front of the stage. I took off my shoes, relaxed in just a tank top and boxers.

    Murphy played with me first. He began wave punching me in the chest, hits so hard I could feel them in my back. He threw six in a row, and I could feel the individual pain from each blow. He slapped my chest and back at once, my body not knowing how to move. He hit me with energetic wave punches, pushing his power into me. I was soon floaty and very happy.

    Murphy ordered me to sit on the matt by the corner of the arch. He wanted to watch me, just in case. I was perfectly fine with this, seeing as I wasn’t sure if I could stay standing.

    As I sat obediently, watching Murphy play with his friend, Remy came, sat down, and put his head in my lap. I fingered his hair softly. After a few minutes, Remy turned to look at me. He asked if we could play. I said his offer was nice, but I was high at the moment and should probably wait.

    I once again helped shut down the Dungeon, walking out with Murphy and members of the NYR crew. Strolling back to the cabin, it was decided we would head out on a Waffle House run. Over chop steak and grits, while chatting with Dov, I agreed to be his demo bottom for his class the next day, Fundamentals of Japanese Rope Bondage.

    On the way home, I needed to stop at Wal-Mart to pick up pain medication for Gray. During our chat, while cuddling on his camp bed, he had specified Doan’s back pain meds.

    Randomly, on the way to the super store, we went over a small bridge that crossed a creek. It was named, I shit you not, “Gray’s Run”. While at Wal-Mart, I picked up both the medication and some heated back patches.

    We made it back to campus at 6:40am, the Sun very much up. I went back to Cabin 1/2 and dropped off Gray’s meds right by his phone, being careful not to wake him. I filled up his water bottle, since the Doan’s required drinking a cup of water with each dose.

    As I left, intending pass out down the hill in Cabin 20, Murphy patted me on the head, saying, “Good Cabin Bitch.”

  • To Bed

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    Though Gray and I made our way to the Barn to watch Murphy and the rest of the NYR crew work, we soon headed back to the cabin. Gray was tired and his back was in no way good.

    “We’re never going to walk in the dark again without your fucking flashlight.” On the very short trek to Cabin 1/2, about twenty five feet away from the porch, Gray stepped in a small hole, filled with mud and water.

    As Gray took a shower, I cleared his bed of the clothing and toys strewn about. When he finished, I cuddled with him. He asked why I bothered staying. I told him I wanted to make him feel better since he seemed to be feeling down about his back. As we spooned on his tiny camp bed, we continued to chat.

    Gray then asked me why I was feeling down; apparently he’d noticed too. I took a deep breath, getting my thoughts together. I spoke about over hearing his conversation with Lochai and the possibility of Gray moving to Seattle. I talked about not realizing, til after Murphy gave me an orgasm, that this information had upset me. I also explained how I talked myself down, reiterating my desire to appreciate the time I had now, and to not worry about the future because it’s wasn’t here yet. And, no matter what, whatever happened, I needed to accept it and move on.

    I don’t know how, but our conversation soon veered into talking about the D/s vibe we often fell into. He asked me what I got out of it.

    I spoke about being, what I call, a “closet narcisist”.  I love attention.  Love attention.  When I’m at Gray’s knee, his hand in my hair, or rubbing my back, or constantly at his side touching his calf or thigh… To me, it feels like a part of him is always paying attention to me, and I get off on that. I also enjoy being helpful to the people I care about; in completing a task for them, I making their life better. I spoke about my sub side, about being dominated, about letting go of control.

    When I asked Gray about his enjoyment of dominance, he talked about how, in his view, each time I was with him he was making my life better. He used the example of my making him a S’more. Because he asked me to make him one, I now knew how to. My life was improved by being around him. He liked the fact that he gave me instances that allowed me to shine, accomplishing tasks for him, making me happy, which then made him happy. He spoke about power and control, how “I can do things like grab your hair and push your face on my cock.”

    And, of course, he did just that.

    I started giving him head, bobbing my mouth up and down his cock. As I licked and sucked, Gray complimented my oral abilities. He called me “imaginative.”

    I began sucking on his balls, knowing he loved this part. Gray then decided he wanted to 69. I was cautious, worried I might further hurt his back. He assured me he would be fine. In his words, I’d be doing the work.

    As I munched on his balls, he sucked and titty fucked me. Gray gave me permission to cum, and I almost did three times, but I just couldn’t. Our fucking was like a glorious extended tease. I wanted so deperately to fuck his face, but the position we were in was not best suited to this action. Gray, however, did cum, spewing on my chest and his stomach.

    I scurried to the bathroom for paper towels and cleaned us up. Slipping back into the bed, we cuddled. I began doozing. And then it came back, the motherfucking tickle in the back of throat. I got out of bed, bent over into a hacking couch. Grabbing my water bottle from my bag, I gulped down what liquid I had left.

    My throat silenced, Gray called it a night, encouraging me to go out and have more fun. I would’ve slept with him that night, trying to feed him as much positive energy as I could give, but he was insistent.

    And so I left, off to find Murphy and the rest of the NYRs.

  • Camp Fire

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    After Michelle’s class, someone in the group mentioned the camp fire. S’mores and socializing were back on, seeing as there was no rain this night. Gray decided to head over, but Murphy could not. He had a rig to setup in the Barn.

    I picked up Gray’s bag and carried it, an effort to alleviate some of the pain he was feeling. Gray tweeked a previous back injury earlier that day.

    As we all walked out of the class, Murphy turned to me and ordered me to be Gray’s ash tray for the night. This did not sit well with Gray, who pointed out such an order would also be a command to Gray to ash me. He, however, was fine with Murphy ordering me to beg to be Gray’s ashtray. Murphy adjusted his command as such.

    Murphy left with his friend as Gray and I took our time. I mentioned to him that I would love to be his ashtray, anytime. He figured as much. We strolled over to the fire pit.

    Gray sat on a bench. I wanted to be at his knee again, so I stripped and took my spot in the grass. The fire was warm and inviting, too inviting. “I really want to dance around that fire,” Gray said. “If I try, you have to stop me.” His back was not getting better.

    We sat, soaking in the energy of the people dancing. Aurora, one of the event organizers, came over to join us. Sitting next to Gray, he informed her of his injury and his need to change the class he would give tomorrow.

    Gray then turned to me and made a request. He wanted me to make him a S’more. Once again, this most basic of human experiences was somewhat new to me. Though I had seen many being made, and eaten a few, I had not made one myself.

    I got up from his knee, found the table of ingredients, and went to work. Returning with a gooey chocolate gram cracker mess, Gray informed me it looked exactly as it should. I sat back at his knee while he enjoyed his treat.

    While Aurora did some body work on Gray’s back, in hopes of helping him to feel better, Sasha came by and sat on the bench beside me. I stood to greet her and she hugged me tight, her warmth a pleasant gift to naked me on the slightly cool night.

    Sasha mentioned how she wanted to spend more time with me. I agreed, saying much cuddling needed to be in our future. Sasha walked on, a night of fun hopefully in her future.

    While sitting and relaxing, the Reg Elf came by. Gray spoke with him about his fire sword, which the Elf had previously been wielding. The Reg Elf explained the core of his instrument was wood, which was then wrapped in aluminum foil, which was wrapped further still in kevlar. Gray seemed both intrigued and impressed.

    Soon after, Gray mentioned how we should probably make our way to the Barn to see the rig Murphy and the rest of the cabin was working on. I got dressed and we slowly walked across the field towards home.

  • An Orgasm, A Realization, And Some Rope

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    After the brief outing to the tobacco shop, and dinner in the Dining Hall, I found myself alone on the NYR Cabin porch, sitting in my camp chair sipping a drink.

    It was a quiet moment, uneventful, until Murphy walked out. He informed me he was going to check out some possible rig sights and would be back shortly. In the interim, he ordered me to cum.

    I was taken slightly off guard at first, but figured Why not? I began rubbing my clit, knowing this was a futile effort. When I masturbate, I need “assistance” in order to cum. At home this involves phallic objects and battery operated devices. Since I had neither with me currently, I knew my massage was merely a tease.

    Murphy soon returned, and asked me if I had suceeded in my task. I gave him the unfortunate news. In an effort to assist, Murphy went into the cabin and came back, implement at the ready. He handed me a metal dildo, warm to the touch, and said he wanted to hear me when I came.

    Now my turn to go into the cabin, I laid down on an empty bed, and again tried to masturbate. The metal had a soothing feel, gliding warmth in and out of me.

    After about five minutes, Murphy yelled from the porch, asking me if I had cum yet. Once again, I disappointed him. Stepping into the cabin, he stood over me. “You know what, I’m just gonna do this myself.”

    Taking hold of the dildo, he fucked me with the toy, thrusting in and out of me while also vibrating his finger on my clit. I writhed on the bed, screaming, and soon came. I thanked Murphy for his help.

    I then asked him why he had ordered me to come. He said I had seemed down that day and wanted me to feel better.

    Murphy walked back outside. I had a revelation.

    Earlier that day, while out on the porch, I listened to Gray and Lochai talk while I sat naked at Gray’s knee. Their conversation was wide ranging, but the part that mattered was this: Gray spoke about how he may be settling in Seattle after November.

    It took me having a moment of joy to realize the tiny bit of sorrow that lingered over my day. It was only recently that Gray resided anywhere near me. This had been an amazing and unexpected gift, the possible opportunity to spend way more time than I had ever anticipated with a person I cared for.

    But to learn that he was possibly going to move all the way across the country… No wonder I was quieter that day, less bubbly, stuck in a doldrum. I had already started to miss my friend.

    Then I talked to myself.
    Well, it sucks, but you’re kind of screwing yourself here. Yes, this is a possibility for his future, but you are living in the present right now. Why are you going to fuck up the time you do have with him because you are worrying about shit that hasn’t happened yet? Don’t worry about the future; just deal with the now.

    So I decided to go to a class Lochai and Gray had chatted about in the car ride back to campus. It was a photography class that would feature shots that included both Gray and Midori’s work among many others. I had been apprehensive about going to any presentation that evening, but then decided it could be just what I needed to make me feel better.

    Murphy considered going as well, but he first needed to wait for his friend to arrive. I headed down the hill alone, a little better, but still a bit down.

    The class was Behind the Tie with Michelle Serchuck.

    When I walked into the room, I was quite tentative. I sat in the back, arriving later than I normally would. Gray happened to turn around and see me.

    “Hey you. You disappeared after dinner.”
    “You said you needed my camp chair. So I went and got it for you. It’s sitting on the cabin porch.”

    While Gray and I were having our little exchange, Michelle was dealing with some technical issues. She needed a VGA cable to connect her laptop to the projector, but no one seemed to have one.  With the possibility of us all looking at the pictures on her computer, as opposed to the screen, she encouraged everyone to come closer.

    Gray was sitting with Midori on matts on the floor, close to where Michelle was setup. Noting there was room, Gray encouraged me to sit with him. Nervously, I scurried over and took the spot in front of him.

    The Reg Elf, soon after, appeared with the needed cable. The projector working, Michelle was ready to start the class. Gray, being Gray, stood up and adjusted the projection screen to eliminate keystoning in the images before she began.

    Going through the different photo sets, each piece was a new window into moments of beauty. I was amazed by the rope work, the bodies and skills of the models, the composition of the shots, the artistry of each image. Not five minutes in, I was happy I’d decided to attend.

    Murphy arrived midway through, his friend in tow. The presentation ran long, but I didn’t mind. I loved Michelle’s work.

    At the end, Michelle tossed me a small plastic bag, a prize for coming, not being in any of the shots, yet still staying all the way through. It was a short piece of Twisted Monk Crimson hemp rope.

    I now wear the strands around my neck each day, a reminder of who I am, what I love, and who I am trying to become.

    “Trust the experience to evolve on its own.” – a quote from the class

  • Convincing

    Rope Camp Memories continued…

    At the end of an impromptu scene on the front lawn of the NYR cabin between Graydancer & NYRCampSlut, I noticed MurphyBlue arrive carrying a large aluminum ring. I, along with Slut, who was now finished with her fun with Gray, got excited. The idea of a kinky circus came up and we knew we needed to make this happen.

    Murphy, ever adventurous, was immediately up for the prospect. Gray, on the other hand, said he needed convincing. Murphy, in response to Gray, replied, “Well, I guess you’ve got ten minutes to convince him,” pulled out his phone, and started a timer.

    With Gray’s initial protestations, I had immediately gotten on my knees and began nuzzling his cock through his pants, but I knew I could not suck his dick. After we had sex the previous night, Gray informed me I would not be allowed to suck or fuck him until I had sex with someone else. I had hoped to service Darian that night, but the subject did not arise after my beating.

    With my mouth out of the picture, Slut stepped in. Gray then encouraged me to help her, which I happily obliged. Slut did not want me to go down on her, so as she sucked on Gray, I began fingering her, forcefully pumping my hand into her pussy. One finger became two fingers, which then increased three. Gray scratched her back. Murphy gave a time check: three minutes left.

    Gray proclaimed he would only be convinced if she came. I pounded hard with my fingers into Slut, and she orgasmed, riding back on my hand. Our ten minutes up, we fell on the ground exhausted from our efforts.

    “When I said she needed to come, I meant Poetic.” Slut and I both cried out in dismay. But, ever the good sport, Gray said he was convinced and would participate in the cabin event.

    Just as Gray gave his approval, Dov showed up in the mix. Murphy, ever stirring up trouble, told Slut and I we now needed to convince Dov to participate. Being a good Cabin Bitch, I told Slut I would sub in, seeing as she had worked her mouth hard for the past ten minutes on Gray. I pulled myself up from the ground, Dov pulled out his cock, and I began giving him head.

    A moment into my work, I felt a tap on my knees. “She’s not getting it,” Slut said. “No, apparently not,” said Gray. I wasn’t sure what was going on. Slut pushed harder on my knees. And then it dawned on me. I separated my legs and Slut began to eat me out, an activity in which I took great pleasure.

    As I sucked and moaned, Gray took this opportunity, while Slut was on her back, to begin fingering her. She began moaning as she licked me. Murphy, wanting to jump into the action, created a rope dildo and they fucked Slut with the toy.

    Our ten minutes up, the entire cabin was persuaded to host the event, set for Saturday night.