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My Meaning Of Life Year, 42 —

I don’t even know where to start. Even though my favorite numbers are 5 and 25, in general I don’t like odd numbers. So during my 41st year of life, things just felt odd. Off. Maybe it was because it was a time of transition, where literally everything was tenuous; it was always front of […]

Missing You —

I woke up missing you.  Fantasies of our meeting and ravaging each other tried to ease my wanting. We are in a hotel hallway, room key in your hand, my hips swaying in an almost too short skirt, as I slowly lead us down towards our room. “What are you doing,” you asked. “Teasing you,” […]

My Break By Numbers —

2 weeks of simply reading all day, burning through 3 Hunger Games fan fictions and 4 dark romance novels. 2 trips to the backyard pool; one new emergency swimsuit added to my trunk. Shiver! – 2 playdates (super chill) – Hosted DCAD Dirty Laundry (a hit). A selfcare blitz: 1 massage, 2 Brazilian wax sessions, […]

Green Flags —

“Let’s get this dress off you and you on your knees.” ~ When I come to New York, my goal is to see shows, and for the first time ever I had a ticket to go see Shakespeare in the Park. This year’s production is Twelfth Night, and with a stacked cast including Lupita Nyong’o, […]

5.26.2025 Vacation, Part One —

I have masturbated every day for the last four days because I have been so horny hoping to see you. Daddy, when can you come and fuck me in my ass? This text message was a plea that was finally fulfilled the Thursday before my vacation began. He did come over, and he did fuck […]

Yeah, Glo —

I don’t do New Year’s resolutions. I do, however, set intentions and use them to help guide my year. I keep them vague on purpose as a way to encourage myself without limiting what the year could bring or setting unrealistic exceptions that only lead to disappointment come December. This year’s intention is ‘Yeah, Glo”. […]

The Holiday Spirit —

~ aka The Audacity of this White Bitch ~ You cannot make this shit up. So, money is tight. I had to pay a couple bills towards the house in the past week or so that were unexpected, leading me to deplete my savings and main checking account. As such, when a check magically dropped into […]

In Another Life —

Have I told this story before? I still remember being a sophomore in college, sitting on the couch at a house party, just a few days I think after my line had crossed. As I sat in the middle of all those folks, with whom I felt equal parts accepted and awkward, I tried to […]

Softly —

~ a poem ~ Can you go slow?Take your time.Stay in this moment.And then the next.And the next. Can you embrace this moment? Embrace me?See me.All of me.The beauty, the scars, the imperfections.Do you like what you see?Love it? Tell me.Tell me what you see,How you see me. What it is that you want totouch,kiss, lick, suck,nibble,bite.I want […]

Catnip —

~erotica~ My panties were soaking wet before I made to the car, as I rushed home, and when I finally pealed off my clothes from the long lovely day. I didn’t intend to meet anyone new, though friendly gatherings such as the one I attended allow for such moments. But with his bald head yet […]