This hasn’t happened in quite some time. This feeling, familiar and exciting and nerve wracking and full of hope and dread at the same time.
You give THE BEST hugs. And purr so nice in my ear. And have the most adorable smile and nature. It was very obvious I wasn’t the only one to notice. You were absolutely the bell of the ball. I almost felt like I was standing in the way of your adoring masses, having time to have a one-on-one conversation with you. But I was very happy to have met you and got to spend some time with you. And I got a hug bye, too.
While studying today, I found myself randomly thinking about all the nasty mean things I want to do with you or that I want you to do to me. Blowing you on my building’s patio at 2am, hoping none of the neighbors see us out their windows. Grinding on your dick on the lounge couch, hoping no one comes in or hears us as they pass by. Fucking me while I’m bent over my bathroom sink. “You like that?” you ask with a hand around my throat and the other gripping my hip for more leverage to pound into me. Your teeth at the crook of my neck. Your lips around my nipple, devouring my breasts. I want to be filthy for you. Can I be filthy for you?
I thought of you sitting on the patio couch facing towards the view of the city, your left arm stretched out across the back, your right hand in my hair, encouraging my throat farther down on your dick, with those passing by none the wiser.
The image of your eyes locking onto to mine through the bathroom mirror; making me watch you as you’re fucking me senseless. At first I was leaning over the sink, washing my hands, rocking my hips back and froth because it felt good. But then your hand slides across my lower back, and then down my skirt, forcing the fabric to the floor. A slight swift kick to open up my legs. Your seamless unbuttoning of your jeans, unzipping your fly, and then easing into me. My head lolling, my gasp echoing off the tile, only for you to grip my hair, pulling my vision back up to see you, see us.
I’d gag on it if you let me. Gag gladly til I cried, then beg you to let me keep going.
I masturbated thinking about you.
Shit, I am so fucked…