poeticdesires

the life and musings of a kinky slut

Archive for May, 2010

Options, Options —

The way I see it, I only have a few options as to what I’m going to do come July 31st (the last day of the lease with the boyfriend). 1) Stay in the same apartment, but get a roommate.  This way, I will be paying about the same amount I am right now.  The obvious downsides include […]

A Healthy Dose of Duh —

I don’t know if it’s irony or poetic justice that my ex has nixed the idea of us roommating again.  I brought up where I wanted to live and he mentioned how his bus ride would be over 1 1/2hrs.  (I did not bring up how I drive that amount for him now.)  He also […]

Logistics —

To rush everyone up to speed: 1- On Sunday I had “the talk” with the boyfriend.  Parts were okay.  Parts were bad.  It ended so-so. 2- That same day a mutual friend stopped by and helped to break the tension in the room.  Since then, we have been friendly. 3- I decided to move closer […]

It Would Be So Easy —

It would be so easy to just let it go.  I could pretend I was okay with the situation, that I believed everything would be fine, that our lives would be back to normal in less than six months. It would be so easy to forgive and try to forget, just ignore the glaring mistake […]

Drama On My Couch —

I am currently living in a situation no one hopes to find themselves: my boyfriend’s mother is staying in our apartment & I am none too happy about it. One might ask: How could this happen?  I’ll tell you. Lately my boyfriend had, here and there, spoken off handily about the stress in his life, […]

Blowing Into The Wind —

At times, I feel like a little old lady.  I DVR & watch CBS Sunday Morning and 60 Minutes, wanting to stay informed, but also realizing there are so many people in my generation who either don’t have a DVR to record and watch these two shows or who just don’t care.  But I do […]