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Archive for August, 2013

Remember Me —

~ erotica ~   [TRIGGER WARNING: This is a rape fantasy.]   It was late, the deep dark that normally scared me.  But I was surrounded by sleeping kinksters, and I was at camp, at home.  I strolled down the path towards my cabin, a small smile on my face, happy to be back amongst my […]

Her Lips —

~ a story ~   Her eyes were soft, caring.  Her smile was easy.  She smiled at me as I looked up at her. The conversation was laid back.  I was getting to know everyone.  She was a part of the group.  And she was beautiful. I tried not to stare, tried to just sit […]

Grind —

The music pounded.  Lights danced through the air.  I sat on the other side of the room and watched as people let their bodies move. Metkat, one of Amy’s partners and one of her housemates, stood behind his laptop dictating the playlist for this part of the evening.  MissAmyRed was one of the persons dancing.  […]

Introduction —

As I waited outside in the cool air, I knew only that Tandava drove an Insight, described as an odd looking car, and, through the convenience of FetLife, I’d seen a picture of him. As I waited, I looked for an odd looking car.  After about ten minutes, I saw it.  I waved as Tandava […]

Jitters —

It hit me all at once. I was sitting downstairs, one of my textbooks open, my notecards to my right, along with my pen and sharpie.  I was cold; there is about a ten degree difference between floors in my house.  I was trying to focus, reading material I presumed would be covered during my […]

Memories —

The first night of Rope Camp featured Midori’s Meat Market, a fun little event to introduce folks to one another and start the dialogue for play. After the get together concluded, I eased my way over to Rough.  He was showing off his Fat Ass Rope, and I wanted a taste of the experience.  I […]

DGG #19 Fusion 2013 pt 5 —

The final installment of my Fusion adventure. Picture Links Pose #1 Pose #2 Time Jumps 1:40 Tradition 2:24 Uncensored Improv Games 3:26 Kinky Life Drawing 6:00 Humiliation 8:17 Bare Stories 10:37 Back Patch 11:27 CBC 13:40 In Demand 15:27 Stefanos 16:44 Another Rain Check 18:10 Wrap Up     listen to ‘019_DGG Fusion 2013 pt […]

DGG #18 Love Languages —

Inspired by a tweet from @dirtylola, I spend an episode on some thoughts about love. Relevant Links Wikipedia Website for the quiz Amazon Time Jumps 1:30 Inspiration 2:39 Background 3:50 The 5 Love Languages 4:16 The Quiz 6:43 My Results 7:40 Touch 10:25 Acts of Service 11:30 Quality Time 12:24 Reflections on Time 17:50 Wrap […]


We started with a memory, a strong memory that incited a negative emotion.  I described the memory to Doc.  He had me close my eyes.  Travel back to that moment, back to those emotions, sit in those feelings.  The tears easily came. “How do you feel?” “Forgotten.  Not thought of.  Alone.” “On a scale of […]

A Visit —

If it is ok with you, I would like to crash with you Friday night.   Originally I didn’t plan to go to Hot House.  It was scheduled for a Saturday evening, typically a night I work.  In fact, I had scheduled a ten hour shift for that very night.  But more than one friend […]