the life and musings of a kinky slut

Archive for October, 2020

I Want —

I want time.                Someone who kisses me, long and slow, makes it seem like we could do this for hours…                because we could. I want control.                A hand in my hair, gripping hard, pulling back my head and then biting my neck. I want comfort.                Hands held at night as we drift to sleep.                Starting […]

Friends —

Sex is not love; but we are really REALLY good at fucking. He laid naked on the bed, hard and waiting, the literal embodiment of my wet dreams.  I was so incredibly wet.  I didn’t masturbate this morning, wanting (if we were to actually fuck) to feel everything.  And I felt everything.  I came at […]

Sneaky —

I was selfish.  I was lonely.  I was horny. I had plenty of justifications and reasons for doing it, even though I know I shouldn’t have. I ran home the last weekend in September. I didn’t tell many people I was coming because I knew I couldn’t see all the people I really wanted to […]

Humanity —

41%.  There is the real possibility, an advertised publicized promise, that a rich white man may reduce my student loan burden by 41%, and this will not even touch the vastness of his wealth. At its core, medicine is about empathy.  As a future physician, my job will be to take care of people.  They […]