poeticdesires

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Small Moments —

So, I know that I’ve lost weight since starting medical school.  This was by design.  After our month long summer introductory session, I weighed myself. The reading was the heaviest in my life.  A combination of long nights studying and a lack of diet control pushed me to gain those few pounds.  Thankfully, my overpriced […]

Cute Stupid Moment —

I want him to kiss me. I want him to randomly show up while I’m studying, come over to my table, pull back my chair, and kiss me. He has to be the aggressor.  I tutor him.  I can’t cross that boundary. And I SO want him to cross that boundary. Lately, I’ve been trying […]

Thirsty —

Lately I’ve been… distracted. I sit in class, learning about the wonders of the human body, only to suddenly and spontaneously be mentally taken away. A bitch is thirsty.  I haven’t had sex since Gent and I last fucked, and the prospects of your girl getting any keep dwindling. My brain, in an effort to […]

Drunk Blogging: Bittersweet —

All of today, I was two deep breaths away from sobbing. I know my family and friends couldn’t make it because of money, work, time restraints, and the general hassle of traversing hundreds of miles to get to me, but being among so many people who got to share today with their family and friends […]

1.21.17 March —

From my bed, exhausted from a bit of a day, this is Poetic Desires. An estimated 500,000 to 750,000 people participated in the Women’s March in downtown Washington D.C. today to protest the election of the now 45th president. Among the assembled were advocates for Black Lives Matter, feminism, reproductive rights, LGBTQ+ civil rights, undocumented […]

1.20.17 Faith —

On Friday, they prayed. On Saturday, they will march. And on Sunday, there will be acts of service. By a blessing of fortune, I ended up working on Inauguration Day setting up an event for a left leaning religious group. For about an hour or two, devoid of social media and people, I actually forgot […]

1.19.17 Stronger Together —

The crowd was slow to form tonight. At 7pm, there were only about a dozen people at Happy Hour. I wondered if the impending ceremony tomorrow had sadden regulars enough to not show up. It is precisely because of tomorrow that I arrived at Happy Hour at my usual time. I spent the first hour […]

1.7.17 Disconnected —

~ a confession ~ You were once my best friend. I was jealous of you then, and I am jealous of you now, but not in the same way. Then I wanted your confidence, your presence. I wanted people to see me. Then I was your friend, not a person to be noticed. I was […]

1.1.17 Goals —

New Year’s thoughts for improving myself and my life: 1- Write. Going for a blog a day again, but with the caveat that length is not a requirement. Expect frequent flash erotica and diatribes about my day. 2- Pay down my debt. Before I incur a massive amount of student loan debt from med school, […]