poeticdesires

the life and musings of a kinky slut

Archive for March, 2009

Disgusted —

To be perfectly honest, it’s hard for me to look in a mirror. It’s hard for me to see what I’ve done to myself. I find my physical appearance disgusting. No one should feel this way about themselves. One would think this would galvanize me into action, when, in fact, it’s done the opposite. Instead […]

Uncomfortable —

My father recently had his 79th birthday. I called him, cause I’m a good daughter, and, of all the things for him to mention, he asked how my weight loss was going. I told him I was trying, but as of late I had not been to the gym. He encouraged me to do better. […]