the life and musings of a kinky slut
It hit me all at once. I was sitting downstairs, one of my textbooks open, my notecards to my right, along with my pen and sharpie. I was cold; there is about a ten degree difference between floors in my house. I was trying to focus, reading material I presumed would be covered during my […]
The first night of Rope Camp featured Midori’s Meat Market, a fun little event to introduce folks to one another and start the dialogue for play. After the get together concluded, I eased my way over to Rough. He was showing off his Fat Ass Rope, and I wanted a taste of the experience. I […]
We started with a memory, a strong memory that incited a negative emotion. I described the memory to Doc. He had me close my eyes. Travel back to that moment, back to those emotions, sit in those feelings. The tears easily came. “How do you feel?” “Forgotten. Not thought of. Alone.” “On a scale of […]
My father is in the hospital. The first thought that ran through my head when I got the news was, My brother is such a douche bag. He left me a voice mail; I missed his call because I was at work. “Dad’s in the hospital. He fell and broke his hip. He needs surgery.” […]
~ a story ~ Something wasn’t right. She knew as soon as she opened the door. It was the quiet. It was never quiet when she arrived. He always played music, usually something classical, though occasionally jazz piped through his sound system. And the smell was wrong. He’d always have dinner almost ready. There […]
My fantasy, my moments, and my new reality. The conclusion of my Dirty Pig experience. Time Jumps 1:26 Prep for my fantasy 2:40-5:18 TMI break: Grue Pitt 3 conversation – How to hack a period 5:18 Props and planning 6:23 Words of encouragement 7:43 Setting the stage 8:43 The performance 13:30 Aftercare 14:39 Tifereth’s fantasy […]
The pitter patter of rain fills the background as I chat more about my Fusion adventure (during a break in the middle of my Rope Camp). Time Jumps 1:30 Boymeat 5:29 Handfasting 7:20 Rope with Bear (and a special appearance) 10:03 Cigar Lesson 11:14 Paying Dearly (canes with Gray & Rough) 19:42 Warrior Kitten Memorial […]
Lee quieted the crowd. He said something about traditions in the leather community, especially the gift of leather. He took back my sash (the harness) and my scepter (the butt plug). He gave the microphone to Gray and stepped aside. My eyes watered. I knew what was about to happen, but I couldn’t let myself […]
After my piss cherry was popped, my Friday night continued… ~ We all gathered in a circle around our two friends as the handfasting was about to begin. I felt a bump in my right arm. Looked to my side. Saw Gray, dapper and handsome. I slipped my arm into his. We stood side-by-side […]
“Stop.”“Dammit.”“Feel that. Whatever you are feeling right now. Just sit with that emotion.”I didn’t want to. I was reading my homework for Doc. A few pages typed into my netbook. Very honest words to myself. My pace was measured. I tried to put on my writer-ly voice. But then I got to two lines. Two […]