the life and musings of a kinky slut
I get sad. It’s not for any real medical reason, but every time the seasons change I go into a funk. My general mood drops to bleh, and I find myself not wanting to do anything but plant my ass on the couch, alternating between watching NetFlix and sleep. I know the things I should […]
I’ve been asking myself that question a lot lately, mostly because of a friend’s influence, although Doc has been encouraging it as well. In regards to my theatrical career, there is one person who I believe owes most of the credit for my current circumstance: Mr. David Kriebs. He was the Production Manager for the […]
I stopped looking. I stopped trying. I have barely touched my OKCupid profile, answered messages, or tried to hookup with anyone since meeting OKC boy. It came to me last night, as I snuggled up in bed, reading a blog before my eyelids shut for the evening: OKC boy is the perfect un-boyfriend. We have had three […]
I don’t want to write this blog. But, because it’s me, I kind of have to. Yesterday I spent some quality time with my younger half-brother and my father. As always, it was awkward. My father is emotionally closed off, and my brother and I have learned much the same habit. Often during our dinner, […]
Everyone is a good liar from one hundred feet away. It wasn’t a big lie. In fact, it was a tiny one I’m sure everyone has told some time, if not quite often, over the course of their lives. A friend, who happened to spot me standing, looking about at the gathered folks at the […]
“So, what does that tell you?” – Doc“That apparently people value my thoughts and opinions more than I do.” – me“Drop the apparently.” ~ In regards to the PS, we’re going to get a little snooty here. I’ve worked shows before, especially lighting. There’s some good people there. There’s some smart people there. But they are […]
So… this is the blog I didn’t post on Friday. The feelings-rich not-fun bad things blog.This is a rant. This is not sexy or funny. This post is going to touch on some horrible shit that’s been happening in our country lately. I give this warning in case you don’t want to read something like […]
“Why do you think I haven’t been in a relationship for as long as you’ve known me?”“Do you foster trust and intimacy?”I’ve been going to Doc since April of last year. We’ve talked a lot about my emotions, my attachment style, who I find myself attracted to and why, and what I want from my […]
For the past year I have used three words to guide my days: Bravery, Endurance, and Forgiveness.EnduranceI slogged through twelve events, an often difficult work schedule, writing the hundreds of blogs for this forum, and working on my current trio of novels yet to be published. I had harrowing moments, especially my San Francisco and […]
~ a pittance poetry ~ 1) Deep in the forest, creeping through the almost nightDrifts a little girl clinging to a small light. She wanders and cries, and holds her beam tightNot knowing what dangers lurk or could fright. She wishes she were home, weeps at her plightFor she does not know how exactly to […]