the life and musings of a kinky slut
~ erotica ~ It was so quick. I was touching his tattoo, purposely not looking into his eyes. We were talking. I was nervous but trying to not show it. And then I was against him. He didn’t kiss me at first. He took a breath, looked into my eyes, and gave me a moment. […]
~erotica~ Me: “Please, take it.” Him: “I can’t take your money.” Me: “But I’ve enjoyed so much of your music without being able to pay you a dime for it. Like, can I buy you a drink or something? I feel like I owe you.” Him: “I make music because I love making music. I […]
Thoughts of you invade my days, muscling their way into moments not meant to be titillating. School lectures. In my car listening to NPR. As I clean my room, for the first time ever, trying desperately to do something that takes my mind off you. And your hands in my hair. And your lips on […]
I keep imagining how it will be when I finally say goodbye to him. For so long, I’ve held back my true feelings. I’ve never let him know just how much I care about him, how much I want him to be more in my life. But, on that last afternoon before I leave, I […]
~ erotica ~ “What are you willing to risk?” “Everything.” “Liar.” I sat in his lap, my legs straddling his hips. My eyes stared into his, watching him lie to me. I ground into his lap, seeing the expression change on his face: arrogance turned into confidence. I felt his hands on my waist, then […]
~ erotica ~ His head rests on my chest. His breathing, slowed by sleep, is my lullaby. Our naked bodies, salty and slick, don’t want to decouple. He leaves in the morning. This truth keeps my lids from remaining shut, keeps my mind from quieting. I don’t know when I’ll see him again. He has […]
We fucked for three hours. We broke a futon frame, and kept going. Slut achievement unlocked. ~ He thought I’d somehow be disappointed, never getting his cock hard with my mouth. Little did he know, sucking his softness while he used me as an ashtray was the highlight of my night. ~ Images constantly played […]
~a poem~ Let his kiss wash over you, a tidal wave of lust and wanting. Let his touch tempt away your torments. Fall into the bliss of flesh on flesh. Let his teeth sink into your skin, marking you, gifting your body with bruises and dull aches. Enjoy these constant reminders. Let him slip into […]
“Love is when the other person’s happiness is more important than your own.” – H. Jackson Brown, Jr. Love is listening to every song on the album and knowing all the lyrics. Love is waiting for 36hrs on the street to buy your magical ticket. Love is watching the show, singing along, and being beyond […]
Recently I took in a double feature all by my lonesome, Zootopia and Batman Versus Superman, at a nearby discount movie theater. I used to call it the $3 movie theatre, but, since both my shows were after 6pm, both of my tickets were actually $4.50. No matter. I bought both tickets at the same […]