the life and musings of a kinky slut
I have never wanted to break the rules so much as I did tonight. Two times. Two times I met a guy that I wanted to ask for my number, and I would have happily given it. Shit, if either of them had inquired, I would have been DTF right then and there. The first […]
Have you ever scratched your cunt, or your asshole, so hard it bled, but you fucking loved every dirty hot moment of it? Will I ever feel, or believe, I am as smart as everyone else in my life seems to think? Will I ever stop feeling like an imposter? Do they hear the sadness […]
Today I went to a funeral. It was for my Aunt, my father’s oldest sister, who I didn’t get to know until late in her life. Being the product of an affair, and now integrating myself into an entire half of my family I did not grow up with, made today awkward. Or, more to […]
Be brave. Be kind. Be confident. It’s another year for all of us to try and do better for ourselves and those around us. Randomly reflecting a few weeks ago, I thought back to when I used three words to help steer my year. And that year was a good one. So, again, I’m giving […]
A recounting of my Fusion adventure this year. Enjoy… Time Jumps 0:00 Intro and disclaimer 0:55 Upcoming Events2:35 NerdGirl Update 4:30 Fusion recap begins 6:00 Gratefulness Journal 7:00 Wednesday 8:15 Bootblacking Everywhere 9:10 Whiskey Ginger Sprite 9:40 Thursday; NerdGirl Masochist 11:00 Seattle Folk 11:50 Extreme-itorium 12:40 Invest in an Umbrella 13:35 Friday; Sybian Ride 16:40 […]
I know you’ll never read this, and that’s okay. Still, I needed to write you this letter. I posted a half-silly tweet earlier today after seeing your movie. I say half-silly because a part of me, and it is not small by any measure, sees something in you that draws me in. I see a […]
“I heard things with you and Gray went sideways.” “Yeah, they did.” “Well just know he takes full responsibility for it.” “That’s comforting to hear.” Gray and I have parted ways. He messed up, badly. He apologized, I believe sincerely. But what happened was too much for us to stay as were. Such is life […]
~randomness~ I feel like shit, lost at the end of rope irregularly knotted, worn and frayed, swinging in a hollowing wind. Have you ever been so sad you sobbed for the whole ride home in your car? Have you ever ugly cried, the tears and the snot clinging to your face, your throat so sore […]
In this latest podcast, I am joined for the first time by my mutual Grue-pies, IPCookieMonster and Evan. We chatted in the car on the way home from the Carolina Grue this past weekend. WARNING: Set your volume low to start. We all were still high from our adventure and spoke quite loudly. Time Jumps […]
For the past week I have suffered through the worst back pain I have ever experienced. It hurts when I stand up or sit down. It hurts when I bend for things. Occasionally it hurts if I sit a certain way or twist my hips. This shit sucks. I took for granted my mobility until […]