the life and musings of a kinky slut
“I want to be in the room where it happens.” I wanted to punch someone, but of course I didn’t. I wanted to scream, plead, beg the doorman. I didn’t do that either. Instead, I cried. ~ Marci bused up from DC, taking a 2am trip and landing in NYC around 6am. She got food […]
~ erotica ~ “Come here.” I crept closer. I wore the collar he requested. And the cuffs he loved. A long skirt that almost kissed the floor. A sheer blue shirt. And no bra. He wore nothing. Sitting on my couch, he stroked himself while never looking away from me. My nature drove my gaze […]
Every year, I try to sit down and reevaluate my life. I write down my thoughts on my work, family, friends, and love life. About two years ago, as an exercise for Doc, I wrote a story about meeting my husband, whoever he ends up being. This year I wrote a story for myself about […]
For the past two days, I have listened to the Hamilton score beginning to end, and each time I found myself in tears. As much I try to stifle them, even now as I write, they still come. I suppose it is a testament to his brilliance that Lin-Manuel Miranda was able to craft a […]
I have never wanted to break the rules so much as I did tonight. Two times. Two times I met a guy that I wanted to ask for my number, and I would have happily given it. Shit, if either of them had inquired, I would have been DTF right then and there. The first […]
Have you ever scratched your cunt, or your asshole, so hard it bled, but you fucking loved every dirty hot moment of it? Will I ever feel, or believe, I am as smart as everyone else in my life seems to think? Will I ever stop feeling like an imposter? Do they hear the sadness […]
Today I went to a funeral. It was for my Aunt, my father’s oldest sister, who I didn’t get to know until late in her life. Being the product of an affair, and now integrating myself into an entire half of my family I did not grow up with, made today awkward. Or, more to […]
Be brave. Be kind. Be confident. It’s another year for all of us to try and do better for ourselves and those around us. Randomly reflecting a few weeks ago, I thought back to when I used three words to help steer my year. And that year was a good one. So, again, I’m giving […]
A recounting of my Fusion adventure this year. Enjoy… Time Jumps 0:00 Intro and disclaimer 0:55 Upcoming Events2:35 NerdGirl Update 4:30 Fusion recap begins 6:00 Gratefulness Journal 7:00 Wednesday 8:15 Bootblacking Everywhere 9:10 Whiskey Ginger Sprite 9:40 Thursday; NerdGirl Masochist 11:00 Seattle Folk 11:50 Extreme-itorium 12:40 Invest in an Umbrella 13:35 Friday; Sybian Ride 16:40 […]
I know you’ll never read this, and that’s okay. Still, I needed to write you this letter. I posted a half-silly tweet earlier today after seeing your movie. I say half-silly because a part of me, and it is not small by any measure, sees something in you that draws me in. I see a […]