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Archive for July, 2013

Care —

~ a story ~   Something wasn’t right.  She knew as soon as she opened the door. It was the quiet.  It was never quiet when she arrived.  He always played music, usually something classical, though occasionally jazz piped through his sound system. And the smell was wrong.  He’d always have dinner almost ready.  There […]

Lessons —

I was driving.  Gray sat in the passenger seat.  I don’t remember how we got on the topic.  Probably one of my random non sequiturs. “The thing is, I have this harness now.  But.  But.  It makes me nervous.  I don’t want to hurt anyone.” “Don’t you have experience with a strap-on?” “Just strap-on blow […]

30 —

  I awoke, my head on Gray’s chest, my body curled up next to him. And then it hit me. I’m 30.  I am 30. I don’t feel any different. Are you suppose to feel different? I’m me.  I’m still me.  Just me, and 30.  Okay, I still feel like me, so let’s go with […]

DGG #17 Dirty Pig pt 2 —

My fantasy, my moments, and my new reality.  The conclusion of my Dirty Pig experience. Time Jumps 1:26 Prep for my fantasy 2:40-5:18 TMI break: Grue Pitt 3 conversation – How to hack a period 5:18 Props and planning 6:23 Words of encouragement 7:43 Setting the stage 8:43 The performance 13:30 Aftercare 14:39 Tifereth’s fantasy […]

DGG #16 Dirty Pig pt 1 —

Nerves, answering a question, bribes, and all the people who helped me. Part one of my competition experience. Time Jumps 1:23 Nerves 3:40 Secret Weapons 6:27 Gray, judge and Sempai 8:59 The Rules 12:19 The show begins 12:54 Introductions 13:57 Pig #5 15:35 Combination Bribe 17:05 Sexy Skin 18:59 Pop Question cock tease 21:09 My […]

DGG #15 Fusion 2013 pt 4 —

The pitter patter of rain fills the background as I chat more about my Fusion adventure (during a break in the middle of my Rope Camp). Time Jumps 1:30 Boymeat 5:29 Handfasting 7:20 Rope with Bear (and a special appearance) 10:03 Cigar Lesson 11:14 Paying Dearly (canes with Gray & Rough) 19:42 Warrior Kitten Memorial […]

DGG #14 Fusion pt 3 —

Playdate with the Pros, D3, Bastinato, and a few fun moments in between. Time Jumps 1:35 Playdate with the Pros 3:48 a beer odyssey 4:43 Poetic, the tour guide 7:20 Waffle House 10:05 D3 and his hotel room 14:08 Carol Queen and Robert [14:28-15:02 podcastus interuptus] 15:43 Bastinato 19:50 Jon’s boots 20:37 DM Training 23:34 […]

Gifted —

Lee quieted the crowd. He said something about traditions in the leather community, especially the gift of leather.  He took back my sash (the harness) and my scepter (the butt plug).  He gave the microphone to Gray and stepped aside. My eyes watered.  I knew what was about to happen, but I couldn’t let myself […]

And The Winner Is… —

Shay stayed beside me as I walked off stage.  Held me as I sat on a chux pad.  Rubbed my back as I started coming down off my high. The show continued.  During Pig #6’s performance, I breathed in and out, allowing the adrenalin to cycle through me.  Soon I was good to stand.  I […]

Fantasy —

I could not have picked a better song than the one I randomly pulled out of Lee’s bag: Taylor Swift’s We Are Never Ever Ever Getting Back Together. I’d already gone over the basic idea of a skit with Shay and Stefanos.  Now with this song in mind, we changed it to fit the lyrics […]