the life and musings of a kinky slut
– Today I started binge-ing A Different World, beginning at Season 2. It is still fabulous. I am a lot like Freddie, so much so it almost hurts. Except she is way louder than I am. Everything that she says and feels lines up pretty close to my personality, but, like the Birdcage, I keep […]
Pay rent or symbolically protest? Speak the truth, and possibly lose work, or stay quiet and keep your job? I cried today during my gig. Only for a little bit. Only for a moment. Lyrics to “One Last Time” from Hamilton came to mind: “Teach them how to say goodbye.” I know it’s been eight […]
It started oddly. I woke up from a dream that wasn’t a nightmare but wasn’t at all pleasant. To call it odd would be generous. Thankfully, the images my subconscious dumped last night did not permeate throughout my day. When I checked my Twitter feed, I saw the day’s wishes had already started, even at […]
We both laid on the hotel room bed. I was pleasantly tipsy. He’d been getting high for the past few minutes, vaporizing his pot and laughing as we spoke. For part of the conversation, I laid on my stomach and looked up at him, my chest resting on a pillow as he stood tapping the […]
For Christmas, while shopping for my friends, I bought myself a ‘Q & A a day’ five year journal. The premise is simple: one question for each day in a year for five years. The tagline reads, “365 Questions, 5 Years, 1,825 Answers.” I started writing in my new journal Christmas night. Currently I fill […]
He noticed I wasn’t wearing any underwear. That made me smile. A few nights later, he fucked my face while praising my intelligence. Oh. So. Hot. ~ They didn’t care that I was on my period. They taped down a chuck and went on with the show. For a moment, I was the center of […]
I didn’t understand it, I didn’t truly see it, until I saw her. She was taller than me. Her skin was darker than mine. She was bigger than me, probably a few dress sizes larger. But her body shape was the same as mine. And she wore a dress like one I own. As she […]
I hadn’t heard about No Shave November til there was random mention of it on my Twitter feed a few days into the month. A few of the people I followed were participating for various reason. Since it was only (I think) the 3rd, I thought about what body hair meant to me. Should I try […]
I don’t want to get back together with my Ex. I DON’T want to get back together with my Ex. But there was this moment recently. About a week ago, I had an early morning gig. The Sun wasn’t even up before I had to start work. And, me being me, I arrived early. My Ex […]
Sometimes it’s easy to forget. With time and space away from a situation, you can lose details, nuance to it all. Occasionally, though, life reminds you of what you’ve forgotten. Because of random happenstance, I not only saw my Ex at work tonight, which occurs from time to time, but I actually had a decent conversation […]